Jes~wen

if u r a smart guy or girl, then u better dont read wat i wrote..bcos it might not make sense..hahaha!

In our living, there are always up and down. Sometimes, you just cant accept the actual fact of being upset. Why do we need to study? work? All of these that brings us headache. Wat u actually expected might not just come truth easily. There are many journeys to go thru before u can reach the destination.

Thru out these year, i actually dont agree of wat i wrote above. Things that i wanted will just come easily and i never feel worried of not reaching the destination that i want too. But since last year onward, i do realise my life is changing from being ‘ so so’ hard working to really need to be very very hard working in order to get wat i expected to get. At first i dont think i actually can accept that fact but until today, i really need to accept these fact in order to move on my journey.

From wat my sis told me, life is always down n up. You will not always stay in the top. N my sir do tell failure is always a step to succeccful. Who never fail bfr?? even a person is rich this morning will also become poor at night. Well, wat they actually mention is correct but is just maybe i dont wanna accept. I need times to get use of being up n down.

i think i am a person that like to run away from problems. But from now onwards, i have no choice to settle all my problems if not my journey will ends at these stop. My dream will not also come truth by stoping my journey here. wish me luck that im going to make it

i’m 21 dee..muaahahhaha!!! But no party, no surprise this year and also no cake
but nvm ..i think i have a great day with my bf going over to Klang to eat Bak Kut Teh..hahaha!!

i receive a lot of msg  and also call this year..a lot compare to last yr..my college friends, my secondary schoolmates..thanks you guys for all the wishes..

and of course i receive excellent present this yr also..muahahha!!
1)

Watch from Fossil.. (Fr my bf )
thanks so much..he took a day off on my birthday to bring me around..so sweet of him..hehe!! thanks.. on my birthday,it is also our 1 yr anniversary  and  7 days..muahahah!! sorry dear for being so bad spending so much of ur money..:P u r being so nice to me for the past yr including eating up all my bad behaviour..thanks so much!!

2)
This is from my mum..but of course..21 birthday wor..not only this lo..actually a lot of that she gave it to me..i think in total it cost thousand..hehe!! But i like this the most..hehe
thanks mummy..love u..n of course ur wish will come true to pass all my exam papers!!..

3)

This is from my lovely sister..last year my birthday present fr her is
a handphone..every yr she will give me diff things n also
surprise..bcos i thought she will buy me a wallet as i give her a
little hint that day..muahahahh!! i love the smell so much..thanks
cheh!! u r always my best sister..hehehe!!

4)

And this bag…of course from my good frens..my housemates and my secondary frens and my supervisor..thanks so much u guys..especially to my dear cherlene..she is the one who arrange every i mean the purchases from internet..n she did choose the one i like bcos is pink in colour..my favorite colour le!! she also understand me well!! hope u recover soon!! she get food poisoning..poor girl!!..

More to come i guess..hahahahaha..tonight another dinner with my chee mui..

hhehehe!!  once a gain…thank you very very much to everyone!!
take care..have a wonderful month..muahahah!!

Recently i’m addicted to dancing..dont know which one should i join?? latin ?? modern dance??? or yoga???

Besides thinking which to join, my mind is also making me crazy bout money problem..:( if i join all, i hv to take out around rm150 every month..with only rm400 a month to use deduct rm150 somemore then i have only rm250 to use for makan, transport, shopping (errr, should cancel this) haha!!! nvm..can on diet..

still havent decide which to join yet after all..maybe will pick only 2 then..in order for me to go shopping..with the bal of money..

(a new me) ..do i look older??

or

or 

hahaha!! which hair style suits me more?? DONT KNOW..any idea or comment my frens??

which is the best ?? hehe!! pls comment!!

hey, wat am i been doing today!! still having the mood to online and updates my blog..haha!! exam is around the corner..

i plan to finish 1 chapter of my PA today ..BUT sitting on the chair not even for 5 min, my batok start to get ‘gatal’.. walk out of the room get something to drink then when back to the chair again..read 1 para then again…gatal again, walk out the room again..i guess i walk out n in for more than 7 times dee..end up only studied half of the chapter..wen arrr wen arr..when can u sit down for 2 hours to study without think other things..( haha!!! i know when..during exam..muahahah!!)

maybe i didnt eat my dinner that’s y no energy..cannot..tml onwards must eat my dinner..then i think i can study better hor??

last 2 days in class..lecturer was revising the exam paper..shit man..the answers she gave was not the same answer that i hv wrote..this time my expectation of failing the paper is rite..i’m GOING TO FAIL THE CR PAPER!!!.. hai!!…

okies…my mind is telling me now is sleeping time..hehe!! tml will start a better day!! same to u guys too..good night..sweet dream..!! hehehe

3 weeks of holiday..finally is over.. wat did i did during the holidays?? i guess nth much but kind of busy for my cousin’s wedding the pass 3 days.

1st time being fully involved in a wedding ceremony in Kampar, well is kind of fun..especially during the games when we play on my brother-in-law and also his frens.. (will load the pic later)

But the sad part is, every one seem to said i look fatter compare to last time.. am i?? i have already been cutting out a lot of food dee.. hai..maybe bcos of my hair..( trying to make myself happy huh) ..Nvm..this season seem everyone grown fatter..just let it be..correct my dear sister Jess??? hahaha!!!

Besides that, i guess the wedding party did make me n my cousin getting closer together after all..as we very rare getting together and usually is only once a year that is during CNY.. i also do met a lot of pretty girls and handsome guys which is older than me. Althought they are older but they can talk n joke like a teenager huh..hahaha!! really really nice to have this kind of frens and u will never be bored..

Finally, the happy part is over and the stress part is back..1 more month plus to my ACCA EXTERNAL paper.. am i ready?? NO of course..This finally level really give me a lot of STRESS..but will try my best to get it thru..will work hard from today onwards..hehe!!

(Congrates to Janet and William)

~wen~

this yr’s merdeka was the worst merdeka day for me..went to countdown yesterday..looking forward to see noce firecrackers..but at sharp 12 am..wat i saw?? water fountain only..:(

today, plan to go to Ipoh then proceed to Penang tml but sudden my bf’s car tank TERSUMBAT..cannot drive long distance..PLAN CANCEL!!! i still havent inform my parent yet..just in case there might be miracle..hai!!!..

anyhow..happy merdeka!! hopefully u guys get to enjoy urself..

i have not been updating my blog for a few months..hehe!! well, today i’m just going to write and said something that i have change in just 1 month time. haha!! i just my closes frens should know wat am i going to write about..hehe!!

for the past 1 year, i have been growing fatter and fatter bcos of the food here!! hehe!! having so many coffee shop downstairs and all the nice nice restaurant..haha!! it is impossible for me to grow fat rite?

But thanks to my mum..invested so much money on me AGAIN..in just a month i think i lose around 5 kg, legs went down by 9cm ( but still fat..need to slim down somemore ), stomach down by 5cm..

Besides that , i think jogging and going other exercise do help a lot. For these i would like that thanks my best fren (Vern and Sien) Hehe!!

Below r the photo..

Before the program start..

After 1 week..

2nd week..

3rd week..

AND..the final week..

See the diff.. i’ll keep dieting..i still wanna slim down even more..

Anyone who wanna slim down can send me a msg or call me for does who hv my number..hehe!! dont have to waste so much money to go slimming center which will cost u a few RM10000..hehe!!

As you guys know my 1st sem 2nd yr just only started..n is only the 2nd week of the semester..i already feel full of stresssss!!!!

EVERYDAY 1 chapter..i really dont know how am i suppose to follow up with that speed…my PA lecturer even said she ones 100% passes for internal and also external exam..do u think is possible??? i dont think so…trying very hard to revise at night but i’m a turtle..impossible to finish 1 chapter in that few hours at night… arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! STRESSSSSSSSSS man!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N i think i also make my housemate feel stress..hahahaha!! bcos every night i will sit at the living room and revise my study…hahaha!!! usually she only start her study like 1 month before exam..but bcos of me..she also sit beside me and start to study..ehehe!!!

Tml is my sis final exam..before she end her uni life..GOOD LUCK YA girl!! i know u can do well..bcos u r my sis..the smartest girl..hehehe!!!!!

Yesterday i was so happy that i didnt miss the bus after work..full of joy because get to reach home early. I was talk to my mum in the bus that i need to extend my work for 1 more week..hehe!! actually not that happy for that extend but nvm..get to earn more money ..

I feel i was lucky that day because when i reach the LRT station the LRT was here also..As usual..i’ll always rush in to get a sit because it take me 45 min to reach my place..Without looking at the chair i sit on it and is a corner place that i always like to sit because i can sleep..

Suddenly i few something bite my leg..actually i didnt want to look at it..because sometime i have that feeling too when i wan in the bus so i just ignore it. But when time pass..i realise really something wrong so i stand up i didnt want to sit anymore.

When i reach home, my leg become..(as below)

                                                                    See…this is what happen to my leg..i have to on leave for today to see the doc..i wonder wat the doc going to said..so guys..please becareful when u sit on the lrt’s chair..i dont plan to sit on it anymore..

How’s holiday guys?? well..i really enjoy my short holiday..

SAT…i and Steven went back to Penang..hhehe!!! First time meeting up with my parent..AND also my aunty uncle (didnt expected) hehe!! WAT WE DO IN PENANG?? all we do is MAKAN !! we eat like every 3 hours…WOw..that’s was like..ermmm..so damn full..Besides that, lucky Steven get well with my family members..hehe!!

MON ..noon..back to KL..nth much we did that day because by the time we reach KL is like 5 something..

TUES..wake up early in the morning..WOw..my room is so dirty, the living room and the toilet as well..CLEANING DAY!!!..it took me 3 hours to clean everything up and of course..i only clean my room n the toilet only..as for the living room..my beloved housemate clean it..at around 1 pm..Steven call..n we plan to spend our day outside and have delicious dinner..BECAUSE the next day..he is going to move down to Klang to start his new job.. :(  Cherlene also plan to go out with her bf..so the two couple decided to go together..hehe!! AND WHERE we GO?? MIDVALLEY again..hehe!! we dont even know the agenda for that day..so we just walk around the shopping complex..dont know why sudden feel like going in to MPH… out of mind..i bought 2 story books.. ( Size 12 is not Fat by Meg Cabot and Shopaholic & Sister by Sophie Kinsella ) ..some of you should feel weird rite?? because i seldom by story books..hehe!! usually my sis is the one who actually bought it..n i only borrow .. that day it make me spend RM70 over..heartbroken..hehe!! that amount of money should be use to celebrate dinner with my bf..as a good luck for his new job..but END UP..hehe..he paid the bill…

WED..Steven turn up early..because in the afternoon he is going to Klang..so we spend the morning till noon in my room..watching tv..and he like a grandfather..remind me not to do this and that…hehe!! dear..i’ll always remember wat you said K?? hehe!! LUNCH!! we went to OM to eat..feel like eating fish..haha..that fish cost RM24 le..he wasted another RM40 for that lunch..haha..i’m really a big eater rite?? hehe!!

TML…work..work..start again..same old things..anyway hopefully you guys also enjoy your holiday..